I don't know what to blog about. For now,i feel fucking pathetic and hopeless and sick and this feeling irks me so much that i feel like crying. I seriously don't know why but i suddenly feel like everyone around me that cares about me is gonna leave me all alone. It's no use saying words like "i love you" or whatever that sweetens me up when deep inside,you're actually toying with my feelings. You got me so involved but yet i still think you're too good to be true. Sorry for letting my insecurities get the better of me. I think of you every day. Screw me for not knowing my own feelings. From today onwards,i'll make sure i dont think of you and not even to the extend of having sweet talks with you. I won't talk to you again. Sorry. The thing is,i dont know if what i feel is true. Bleaggggggh. Bye,i'm not in the fucking mood.