My throat was dry and swelling when i woke up today morning. It hurt alot. Duh. The thought of staying home instead of going to school came across my mind but initially,i still went to school because i don't wna trouble my aunt to bring me to a clinic to get an MC.
This time,i wasn't late for school. In fact,i arrived around 7. Ahhh best. The school conducted a spot check. Hair colour,fringe,style,fingernails and attire. I fucking hate these dumb spot checks. I'm told to clip up my bangs even thouhgh it's not covering my eyes? Urgggh inrealistic teachers. Fuckyou. Rafiqah was caught too. I sweared alot today. Who wouldn't? I just find the principal such a bitch and so are the rules. If i could,i would never abide by the school rules. I almost fell asleep during Science lesson. I slept early but yet i felt sleepy.

Had lunch at PP after school. I wanted to buy the TOM YAM instant noodles but my throat's hurting like fuck and i decided to give it a miss since it's spicy. Instead,i ate nasi lemak. Forced Ada to take the bus 3 with me but she's not obliged to do so. Stubborn girl,really. HAHA. Basically,i asked Raf to accompany me but in the end,she told me her ez-link card has no more value. Being pissed off,i throwed tantrums at her. Shouted in the public. Idk why,but somehow,i have a feeling that she's neglecting me and is biased towards me. Maybe deep inside,she doesn't like me. Maybe she prefers Ada. Maybe i'm jumping to conclusions. Whatever it is,i apologise for venting my anger to you. It's no surprise if they leave me. I abhor me.

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Hopefully,my throat's swelling is gonna get well soon. My voice has changed. Uhhhhh. I really miss home :( I want to go home soon. I want mummy to fly back soon :( I want my atrocious attitude to change ! :(

It's time for a change.