I'm munching on my chocolate bar. Tick-tock,tick-tock,it's finally coming to June. How fast time flies. It's the holidays season,but it doesn't feel like it. I have to go back to school for CCA. Worse thing is,mom's gonna go with me on the 29th to ask about my report book. Tsk,shit! She and my form teacher's gonna find out that i forged. HOW HOW HOW?! I hope she forgets about it,but i doubt so o.O

Plans of watching congkak will be cancelled,i guess? So,most prolly i'm gonna homestay today. Hady's started working. I miss him. I miss Sofie,Hanis,Iika,Paul,Jani and others. I don't think i'll be meeting you guys that often anymore. Grr. Everything's been down for me. Nothing's been going smoothly. Perhaps i acted too rashly. I've been doing alot of thinking and i suddenly realised that i could have avoided these happenings. And i do have this feeling that sooner or later,my mom's gonna find out everything i've been hiding. For example,my report book. I'm so dead!. I don't know what am i going to do about it either. We argue everyday lately.

I thought having my friends by my side would be enough to forget my miseries and problems. I guess i was wrong. I don't think i'll be able to hold any longer if something else happens. Sometimes i wonder if life is always like this. It has its ups and downs but in my case,i'm always experiencing its downs.

And now how i wished there were no holidays so that i wouldn't need to face my mom for a month at home. It feels really awkward.