What are friends for?

To me,a definition of a friend is someone whom you can trust,confide in whenever you're facing a tough situation and someone you can call at any random time and he/she will lend you their listening ears.

He/she will always stay by my side no matter what happens. Will always listen to my nonsensical jokes face to face or on the phone. Someone who would be frank with me all the time. Someone whom i can share my secrest with and never have to worry about her spreading it.

Changing friends.
"Sometimes getting along with your closest friends is the hardest thing to do."

When i was younger,i was happy as long as i had someone to play/talk with. Then,as i grew older,i realised i liked having a wider circle of friends. Although i may be a shy person,it just takes time for me to click with someone. When I suddenly tell you that i preferred spending time with my other group of friends,will you be mad at me? Will you get angry? That's what i'm afraid of. No,i'm not avoiding the issue. It's just that,i don't wanna hurt you. We've been friends for years now. But i have a sudden urge to tell you how i really feel about out relationship. Is it turning sour?

If i could find somone who understands me best. Who appreciates me. Be it at best,or worst.
Recently,(inserts name) has been trying to get close to me. Why? Is it just because i've got a larger circle of friends now? You never seem interested in the past. Well,i go with the flow. So gyeah. I really hope it's not what i think it is.