Wednesday, June 18, 2008


I just sent Raf off to the bus stop since she was worried that she might get lost in this boring location. 5 more days and we're back to school. Ha,i bet majority of the students in Singapore isn't ready for school either. Just like me. I don't feel too good nowadays. Some things are bringing me down. Not in the condition to mention them either. Can you really trust someone so readily when you just got close to them? Will you ever blame them if something goes wrong? "Shouting that we're always asking for. We play for keeps in this game of loss. We love to laugh and laugh and love. We dance to show them what kings and queens are made of. Sing every love with no regrets. There’s not time that could be better spent. We thought this out. Honestly we're just too modest. Full blooded friends, don’t break your promise." Anyway,this questions are nothing out of the ordinary. Yes,random. Human beings can be really unpredictable at times. At one moment,he/she can be nice and at the other,he/she blow his/her top over little things. I just don't get it. Not referring to any of my friends,yes. My mom,rather. I don't understand why,just why you change so fast. At one second you can be all laughters with me and at the next,you'd be shouting and screaming at me unreasonably. Sometimes i did nothing wrong and you would just reprimand me for nothing. Wtf is this? Am i not a human being without feelings or what? Who the fuck am i to you? You criticise your own daugther without considering my feelings. Not trying to be rude,Mom. I was already down and you had to make it worse. Why? Can't you be more understanding? On the other hand,i'm starting to lose faith in this thing called 'love'. In both aspects. Friendship and Relationships. Don't ask about it.

(OMFG,I SOUND SO FUCKING eMoIsH in this point. HAHAHA SCREW ME?)

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