I can't go to sleep in the afternoon despite turning and tossing for countless times and therefore,i managed to read every page of 'The Outsiders'. Am i not proud of that! Checked my phone which was on the silent mode and got a missed call from Lea. Thought of meeting me but i'm sick so i missed it. Sorry ;) I kept thinking that my eye would be less painful once i got enough rest but i was wrong. It got worse instead. Somehow,it freaks me out. Mom's been bugging me for the umbrella which i left in AZIMAH's bag during 7th June's gig. Hopefully i'll be able to get it back tomorrow. Depends on my right eye. The lump is getting bigger and will be pretty much obvious for people to see. I feel so weak :( And i'm updating this dull blog of mine partly because i've nothing else to do for now. Go switch on your teevee and watch 'Toyol' which will be shown on Suria. Ha ha ha,have fun!

to (inserts name),
you constantly tell me you missed me. but what do i get? words are nothing without actions. i've treated you so dearly. you only proved to me that i'm invisible in your eyes. you've got your 'so called' bffs and new friends to back you up. i don't see any reason why we should keep this relationship going. Am i just a doll meant for you to play along with? When you've got no one,you run to me telling me your problems. But i mean nothing when you're with someone else. I think i quit saying those three words to you now. You treat them other girls better than me. Yes,i dare say,most of the time. It's not me being jealous,really. But it can be clearly seen that you're just using me. Go on,love them all. I hate myself for developing such feelings or shall i say,for falling in love so easily. To think i thought you were different..