Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I've been feeling lethargic lately. Maybe it's due to the fasting season. I sleep more than usual and I watch less teevee. Good improvement indeed! Hahaha.

Mom bought me a webcam as a birthday present. Oh, little wonder why she was really insistent that i can't buy it a few weeks back. Thanks anyway :)))))

zZZZzzzz, i've really got no mood to update this fucking dull blog of mine. Some family issues at home. Mom had a MEGA HUGE arguement with Father. None of their other arguements or tiffs were as bad as this. Nyeh, i'm gonna get my fingers crossed that everything will be fine soon.

But I'm pretty much annoyed by mom's self-centered attitude. I mean, why do you even pray when after each prayer, you get agitated and grumpy for no reason. Shouting at me over small things. I was REALLY doin' my school work on the computer and you literally accused me of chatting with 'bad' company. I hate it when you accuse me without knowing the actual fact. Please. And sometimes I think that you never spare a thought for Father. He has to work from early morning till dawn but when he falls asleep somewhere else in the taxi, you bluntly scold him and even get mad at him. Can't you just understand what he's going through? Imagine if you were in his shoes. Having to work for sooooooo long and only get a few hours of sleep. I bet you wouldn't be able to stand it.

and oh, i don't really bitch for the past week. HAHA ROFL.

happy birthday aie :)

imagine someone you really dislike being your closest friend right now. imagine how someone comes crawling back to you when you're no longer in good terms. imagine having to go thru' all the pretense in their presence. imagine how much you have to control the urge to diss people off. imagine someone whom you really like stabbing you in the back so hard that you can no longer stand on the ground.

you just dont take things for granted.

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