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I feel fucked up right now. A couple of nights ago, Mumsy told me that we'd be moving house sometime in November and just yesterday, I was told that we're gonna move sometime this week. Things got worse when my uncle suggested that I should have a change of school. He just had to rub it in. I already feel so fucking shitty about the idea of us moving in to his house which is so fucking old fashioned, and he had to suggest that god damned idea. And Mom think it's fucking easy to make new friends in a new school. That easy to simply forget about my current friends and abandon them. Come on, I'm already in Secondary 2 and soon to be a Secondary 3 student. Why can't you just for once set aside your wants and spare a thought for my feelings? Great, isn't it? I almost cried last night. Thank you very much :)

Ahhhhhh, I should probably change the topic anyway. I'm okay with Mom now. But bleagh, whatever.

Hmm, so I got back my Maths Paper 1 in school today. Ha ha, as usual, it took me 5 minutes to check my marks. I always do that when it comes to exams. I get really nervous. Didn't expect much. I got 23/50. I could've gotten 24-25 marks but fuck my carelessness. Also had Listening Comprehension. I slept for i dont know how long and when i finally came to my senses, I asked for answers from Nis [:

Dayummmm, i'm not in the mood to type anymore.

But aww, i blushed real hard today. It's actually pretty rare to see my blush. Nyehahahaha ^^ Tsktsk.

Imma do extensions tomorrow. And i feel kinda nervous. _|_ HAHAHAHAHA.