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"Hatred is the coward's revenge for being intimidated."

I suddenly realise more and more people are hating each other without a real and proper reason. Why is this so? The world is becoming insane, no really.

Make peace, not war. Please oh please, mofos.

I didn't wake up on time for school and so, I gave school another miss. Yes, blame it on me for being such a pig >.<

I know i am such a bitch for not coming on the last day of school and also to give you an advanced birthday surprise when i clearly know tomorrow's your big day. I hope you're reading this. I do not find the need to mention names since you'll obviously know who you are. I just hope you know i am NOT showing favouritsm in case you think otherwise.

I honestly didnt know that my not coming to school today had affected you greatly. I didnt know that you wanted a surprise from me. Now i know how many things I haven't know about you. I am sorry. Thats all i can say. Saying too much might not even help. By the way, you mentioned me wanting presents badly for my birthday. Which, isn't true. How many presents did i actually got? Less than 5. Come on, i don't mean to brag about this but i have to make things clear. I don't do advanced surprises, not even to Raf. I did a birthday bash for her on the day itself. If yours is gonna be on a school day, you know I'd do it to you, too. I'm sorry. Yes, I had the intention to celebrate your birthday tomorrow but you can't make it, right? I do things like i want to. Call me self-centered or whatever. But you're wrong when you said no one remembers your birthday, because I do remember. You always get upset over the littlest things. Aren't you being a little too sensitive in this case?

I didn't even get any surprise from you guys during my birthday and neither did i get one when we went to Sentosa. I don't mind that fact. I didn't even mind you not coming to school countless times just because you were lazy/overslept. Do you notice that we've been arguing alot lately? Do you?

Dont worry, you'll get your very own surprise during the chalet :) Everyone will.

And I've decided to change for the better. To stop all the hatred that i've got towards those innocent little people. Ha-ha!

I, Nur Allysa Binte Esmam, vow to start working hard next year and get better grades. (preash dont laugh at me)

I just called my workplace to ask about my shift tomorrow and they told me that my name wasn't on tomorrow's schedule. Baik pe -.- And i was told to call back again at 8pm.

I ate maggi twice today. hahahah a round of applause please.