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Today marks the 2nd month of 2009. Geez, time flies so fast. Including the fact that i've been spending my time away on the computer for 24/7. I have two tests tomorrow. Ahah, yes.. bummer, i know. Social Studies and Maths. Like woah! I'm always cracking up jokes during Maths class and how do i even expect myself to ace the test? :( So pissed with myself. I have to show my sketches to Mdm Lydia tomorrow but great.. I didn't went out to do my research. Die, die shit! This year is gonna be tough... You bet.

Another thing, I've not exchanged a word with Mumsy since yesterday. I can tell she's really mad at me this time. She doesn't cook food for me, at all. Doesn't give me money. I had to take out some coins from her coin box to buy some food for myself. Doesn't make eye contact with me. I feel like a fucking loner in this house. Life keeps getting 'better'.

I hope i'll just rot and die, together with my fucked up attitude.

Or maybe start slitting my wrists. NOT.

Cry myself to sleep.

Ahah, no. None of the above. Seriously, even when my life is at its worst, i can't be the least bothered. I'm like that.

And for now, i guess i should force myself to get some formulas and facts right into my head. That's all i can depend on for my tests tomorrow. Sad, so sad lah, no more laughing gas in school tmr since all of us are broke (Y)