i seriously have issues with myself. if i cant take control over my emotions, i'd breakdown or show tantrums. probably another side of me that none of you have seen.


last night, i was on the phone with Raf when it came to this point of time that i could no longer take it and cried. i'll miss you :'( and.. i promise to keep our friendship strong even though we'll no longer be schoolmates. dont smoke too much. take care of yourself. ok, i'm getting too emotional here. heh, i love you. sighs, right now i see no point in going to school anymore. as silly as it might sound, i really find it pointless. she's been the one with me throughout every single year, despite being in different classes, putting up with my stubborn self and my shits. what do parents know nowadays? practically NOTHING!!!!!




bloody lips, ha ha ha.






credits to, Adawiyati. hahaah

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today, i was absent from sch since i was terribly down with a running nose last night. & yesterday, i reported sick and was outside the general office for 4 hours. yeh, fucking boring. faidz, shafawi & aidil reported 'sick' too. (which was OBVIOUS!) ok, back to what happened today. raf came over to tpy early in th morning and we bought our breakfast and did some 'stuffs'. she's now a free little bird and can fly to wherever she wants to. hah, blablabla. headed home. had a stupid argument with mom. really really pathetic.

life suxxxxxxxxxxxxx, pls? _|_ just cant wait for the hols.