cika's: bull + shit

"Get drunk, let yer hair down."
Life's like a piece of shit. Bull shit, maybe. Sometimes it makes you feel satisfied, sometimes it makes you feel like running away from everything. Hah god, when will I ever feel like I'm on top of the world again? HAHAHAHAH. Laughing gas or maybe vodka. Noooooooo, fat hope, Allysa!

Anyways, we're back to our usual routine tomorrow. Sighs, Monday Blues once again. You hear the alarm and then you'd ignore it with the intention to wake up after a few minutes but you end up waking up half an hour later. As much as you want to sleep a little more, you know you can't. So you wake up with those barely half opened eyes and go to the toilet.. The light is hurting your eyes..

Ah, yes. I have to go through that every single school day of my life. It pretty much sucks. The thought of leaving secondary school just fills me with happiness and anxiety. But oh wells..

:(

I can't believe I actually lost my bloody wallet in my own room!!!

Shit. Shit. Shit.

And my stud is in my bloody wallet. My hole will eventually be smaller than ever!!!

I hate school. 2010 please come soon.. I'll finally be sixteen. NC-16 Movies is my main aim of course! :D

Oh btw, Mum doesn't know that I've changed the password. He he he, smart of me. Not.

I NEED A NEW BOOK TO READ!

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Something's been bugging me. Like.. disagreements and stuffs among 'us'. Haven't you notice? It may not be a big deal to any of you but it is to me. On Friday for example. You don't have to say that you're unhappy, I or rather we can obviously see it by your face expressions that you're pissed or wtv you are feeling at that moment. We were sorry for not sparing a thought, okay? And yesterday, Raf had to use your name. She is sorry that her mother used some strong/coarse/hard language on you. But really, can you not be pissed just cos of that? Uh? I'm sure helping a friend doesn't hurt.

But putting all of that aside, I still love you because you're my friend.

Yes?

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