Saturday, July 12, 2008

I came across my classmate's blog,and wow,it really got me thinking. I wasn't even refering to you in my post when i talked about 'fanatic' people. Well,in this case,it's not my problem because you chose to think that i was refering to you. Come on,this is my blog and i always blog about my problems here,whatsoever. Is this my freedom of speech or yours? And you're telling me how to deal with my own life or what? If you regretted,what about me? I did regret being your friend. But i got over it. "you'll always be the one that starts up the conversations in class" Yes,i always start a conversation in class. Why? Because i don't wanna be labelled as a stuck up even if we're no longer close now. But i've never had the courage to talk to you like we did in the past. All about jokes now. Never did i thought you'd think i'm talking about you in my entry. I'm stuck up? You're absolutely right,friend. Maybe i am,but only to those whom i dislike. Am i in the least arrogant when i'm infront of you? You thought that way because you had in your mind that i really,really don't like you ay? I never said i was perfect. I talked about the people in school 'cos i don't like them at all. Now,don't tell me that you fancy everyone in this goddamn school. The part when you mentioned "imagine having so called friends talking shit about you." I suggest you reflect on yourself first. Last year,the times when we were really close,what did you do? Tell me shits about your so-called best friend and not only her,but some other people too. And now you're telling me that we talk shits 'bout you when fact is,i didn't till i found out you lied. Urgh,anything that suits you. Please,like you said,"different people look at things in different ways." So? I have my own way of writing things in my 'everywhere'. I know what you've been through and that explains all this. My bad. I guess we weren't meant to be friends in the first place,right? Remember that it's not only you who has got problems. In case,you 'terase' again,i have to admit,i am referring to you,Nuradawiyati Binte Kamal.

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