Another Saturday spent at home. I missed the opportunity to meet up with Hady(imy) :( and Sofie yet again. Had an arguement with Mom last night partly because i wanted to go out today. She gave a straight answer,which is a NO. And then i started giving her reasons why i should be allowed out but she got pissed instead. I can't out-talk her,and will never. Bleagh. So i'm left with doing my art assignment which i suck at doing. I am sort of stucked at this part of the picture. Which reminds me that i shouldn't be taking Art for N levels because i was never good at it. Yes,even during primary school. Thumbs down for me. But taking DNT will not make any difference either. I'm a clumsy one,so yeah. Teachers are already pressurising us. I know,as we get older,the level of difficulty will definitely be higher. I hope i can cope with it in time to come,huhhhh. I dread seeing how 'fat' my eyebags are. It looks as though it's gonna burst. Sounds corny. I can't seem to get myself to sleep as early as 8pm. That's why i'll always end up sleeping past midnight. Even during school days. Cool shit-.- My legs are itching so badly,and i'm scratching it as hard as possible to get that itch away. Not working! There's gonna be a whole lot of scratches on my legs and it is gonna look ugly. Kanina.
My art piece:
Mom just got home and i'm already annoyed. Sorry,mom. It's pretty normal for me. We'll be in good terms at one moment and at the next,you know what happens. This sucks. But whatever it is,i still thank you for what you've given me. Kay no,i'm not getting sentimental/emotional. But truth is,sometimes i wonder if i'm in this world alone. It feels as though there's no one to pick me up from right where i fall. I'll have to face problems on my own. I don't wish to elaborate more since it's rather personal. Or,'someone' will say i'm bragging about my family problems. Screw that.
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