DELETING

Hi. I am deleting this blog in a few days time. I feel like i no longer have the freewill to abide by the term, 'my freedom of speech' because of something. Created a new blog. I'll give you the link to it if i want or feel like it. If not, all the best in finding it ok? So bye... Hahahahaha have fun!

i'm on a boat bitch!

Hiiiiii sucker! I feel so flushed. My eyes can shut anytime, anywhere. It's almost 8.30 now and I don't know if I'm going jogging or not. One part of me says, "Yes you must go! Where the fuck did your determination go?!" And the other part of me says, "Nevermind. You can skip jogging today and go for it the next day. Just let me relax today." Hahahah so how? Urgh, I think I'm going (most probably). Woah, look at the time. First time that I'm going jogging this late.

School was B.O.R.I.N.G. I hardly did anything at all. Bio- Had to sit outside 'cus I didn't do my homework. (along with alot others) And during English period, I had to sit outside again for not bringing my N level series book. What luck! Played hangman with Ada for a few minutes and I decided that life is getting boring so I walked around the corridor aimlessly. At the end of the lesson, sort of talked to Ms Vanessa.

Ms V: You two ah. I actually like your compositions.
Me and Ada: looks down and smile.
Ms V: But I don't understand why everytime during classes you don't do your work or don't bring your books.

Yay or what? Sighs. Ian got the highest!
Sad story.

Okok, I'm changing to my p.e shorts and some plain tee shirt! Probably be back in an hour's time.

Oh btw!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow's Tuesday. And you know what? I LOVEEEEEEEE TUESDAYS!!!!
Hahahaha take care.

PICTURES:






haahahahaha this was planned.












I look so (inserts word). Happy? HAHA!

airport

I can't believe an old woman thought that I was a mother to two sons. What a sad story! Do I look that old? :(

Bullshit!

Hey it's already five minutes to 11.30. I just came back from the airport. I'm pretty glad that we actually studied. As in, REALLY study. Omg, three cheers for us pls! So the day begun when Raf reached my place. Left at around 4. Mom gave me only 10bucks (pathetic) while Bapak gave me 4. How nice of them. Reached terminal 3. Walked around and it took us soooo long to get to terminal two's Macdonalds. Zzzz! Bought Mchicken for Raf and Mcspicy for myself. Right after that, we studied maths all the wayyyyy and went back to terminal 3 to get something.

Then continued our mugging session at coffee bean. How cosy! Left around 9plus. Parted ways.

Back to school tomorrow!

Well monday blues as usual.

Dumb.

P.E again.

Not gonna re-run my 2.4km again.

Can't wait for the resuming of exams on thursday.

Social studies and English Paper 2!!!!

I love exams.

Oh my fucking godzzzzzzz. Computer's being stupid. Can't rotate my pictures.

Will upload a whole lot of pictures some other day then.

I wanna hit the sack and dream of something really worth dreaming about. Hahahaha hopefully.

Yay. On a brighter note, going to school = jokes laughing crap shit stuffs + more gossips.

Thats why I love school. Literally. And my classmates. K bye muahz!

scratch it

Hey. I feel shitless bored.


Mac. Sexy beast #3. Hahahah, ADA (remember him? the video?), CUTE I KNOW!

Plans of going to airport was aborted by Arina.
Nis and Ada cannot make it.
So it's left with me and Raf (hah as usual).
I can already predict the outcome or the possibility of us studying.

Oh great, msn's being a bitch and is lagging like fuck.
And who the fuck has been signing in my account?!?!!?!?
"You have signed in to Messenger on another computer. Click here to sign in again."
This is NOT the first time. Been going on since last year.
Shithole.

Anyways, how do I make a video play automatically? Tell me pls ah k thanks.

Currently, (patiently) waiting for Raf to come. Dad's sending us to airport since mom's working in the afternoon shift. Double the happiness. Anyone's going to the airport today? Text me. Wow.

I've not showered. Hahaha and my prepaid's left with only $11. How sad. I wonder if Mom's gonna top it up for me anytime soon. Well I think no but i hope so.


I love his voice but I really really love how he sang this song. Touches my heart, somehow.

don't trust me is now in everyone's no. 1 list

Another Saturday wasted.

Okay so as planned, I went to school to finish up my painting along with Ada, Arina and Melvin. Hahahah how pathetic, only four of us came which doesn't include the sec fours (MASSIVE NUMBER OF THEM). Entertained ourselves since we do not know any of the seniors. Hah. How I wished our art lessons would be like it was today. Given the freedom to on our songs from handphones and etc. Principal doesn't seem to care anyway. Right.. ALL OF US SUCK AT PAINTING (except Ada). All of us gave up on the steps and literally did our own steps in adding the colours. Well at least Mdm Lydia said mine was not that bad *blinks eyes repeatedly*




Anyway, Don't Trust Me is getting really popular :( Everyone in the art room was singing along to the song. (Even me of course!) So what got problem ah? I just don't like being hooked up to a song that's also everyone's favourite. Down with them. Hahahaha joking.

Ouch my back's aching. Sux.

Ate my lunch at KFC. Thanks Ada for persuading me. I meant it as a sarcasm btw! Hahah!

Zzzzzz.



Did this out of boredom. What is it made of? -Chilli sauce, chicken bones, a lemon, Mountain dew drink, Iced Milo, Lemon tea, Mayo and some cabbage. We dared each other to have two sips of that. Hahahahah it tastes 'heavenly' i tell you!

Eew.

Yay.

'Mugging'/'Studying' in terminal 3 tomorrow. Nis can't make it (which totally sucks). But wtv. Well well well, lets just hope that we're REALLY gonna study this time kkk? Wish me luck. Hopefully Raf won't have any last minute plans.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my back's in pain.
And being a year older or a senior doesn't mean you have to be a fucking stuck up bitch. Face also not pretty lei. Slap your face then you know la _|_ _|_

my friday

Hey hey hey. I came back on time to watch Congkak. Still watching. Haha, I just realised that it's not even SCARY when compared to watching in the cinema, haha no really! Malay horror movies can be rather corny and 'fake' at times. So anyways, speaking of which, I went to catch Jangan Tegur with Arina today. Mhm, I think it's a wee bit better than congkak. Hahahahah no idea why I kept laughing during the show. No. 1 tip- Never ever go to the movies with me 'cus you'd get irritated by me when I talk/laugh non stop. You'll thank me for telling this, one day!

Met Nis after that since she happened to be nearby with her mother. Got lost, sort of. Couldn't find our way to Marina Square from Suntec. I mean, suntec city is god damn big! Walked round and round till we finally got to a bus stop and boarded bus 36 to Orchard. Haha, we thought we missed our stop 'cus we were camwhoring like shit so we stupidly alighted 5 stops before our actual stop. HOW DUMB!

Walked to Wisma Atria as Nis wanted to get her smaller brother a birthday present. Well, sadly for her, she's left with only 19 bucks and her bank card has insufficient amount so she had to forget about buying it. Headed to Macdonalds. Thanks for buying me the Chick & Cheese burger, Nis!!!! (L) Hahaha. Omg the cashier who served us is C.U.T.E. Wah, couldn't keep my eyes off him. HAHAAHAH AWW.. Headed home after that :(

Currently watching Survivor on channel 5. I wanna hit the sack soon. Going back to school tomorrow to complete my painting. Oh yeah, I'm going back to school on a Saturday! Feels kind of weird.. Hahah. As for Sunday, having a study group at the airport with Nis, Arina and Raf. (DELYA & ADA, COME ALONG PLS PLS PLS!)

Ok ok ok ok ok ok ok, my body's fucking itchy!

Picture of the day:


HAAHHAHAHAHA.

you wish

He looks so cute, thats why I love him besides his heartwarming voice.

It sucks being stucked at home with someone you really abhor. That is my Uncle. I fought with Mom again. Thankfully she went out. Things are definitely getting worse. Which sucks big time. I hate this. But what the hell can I do, right? Urgh, I'm gonna get my ass out of this house which is not even my 'real' home when I turn eighteen. Ya, so what? Stupid shitass uncle putting his nose into everything. Yes, we don't even communicate so how to even get along? _|_ Life suxxxxxx k hell.

Today, was excused from lessons right after the exam. It was okay, I wrote about 'Jealousy' which was utter crap btw. Ok back to why I was excused. The so called problem had to be so called solved today. Hah, I lost my cool during the so called meeting. There's alot of things that has to be said but none of us actually spoke up. Whatever, I calmed down afterall. Till now, I still don't know if it's settled. K, settled or not, I don't really care. *mental eye roll*

Now fly far far far away.

Tomorrow's a public holiday. I wanna go out. With money or without money.

Lost my mood to go jogging because of the fight :'( Stupid stupid stupid. Happy weekends anyway.


WATCH! HAAAA HE'S HOT. BYE.

emotionally hurt :(

Ya ya, so much for our studying-geography-without-any-distraction plans. This is what we end up doing. What fools we are! Sadly.

Raf came over to my place after school. I cooked maggi while she ate whatever Mom cooked. I succeeded in not eating rice for today (only). Three cheers for that! Haha, k wtv. Ate for what seemed like hours when it had only been thirty minutes. How stupid of me.. Anyways, I thought that Mom would change the password but no she didn't, so we started our daily routines. Youtube, blog, etc.

Today started off bad. I broke down in tears (haha shut up) in the morning. Ahh, I don't know how long will I be able to bear with it. Fought with Mum in the early morning. She's being downright unREASONable. She thought I was giving her shitty face expressions when she was talking. Know what? I actually gave her a smile (or rather, a grin) and she thought that way. She completely had the wrong idea. How can I not be pissed????? Omg. Fuck. Idk what to say now. She shouted at me at the front door when people were walking pass. God, even if she's got skin thick enough, I don't. I was embarassed like god knows what. As if that wasn't enough. This was what she texted me:

"U stupid Allysa, no manners! If u're not happy staying with me then go out and pack ur things and try to ind another mother that can tolerate ur ungrateful character. U r a disgrace to me Allysa because none of my kids is as no manners as u."

Ah kay, so how fucking sad is that? No. I did not reply. Uh, k this made my mood shitty. Haha, feel like crying this minute. I am fully aware that I'm not as 'good' or 'well behaved' like your kids in Philippines. I am an ungrateful daughter like what you said. I don't deserve you in any way at all, ok? Oh wells, you guys are probably having a bad impression on me now. But pls, you do NOT know the full story so yah. Wtv lah.

Am having English Paper 1 tomorrow. Composition + letter/situational writing. (Not sure) Haha, see. I am not even sure what's on the paper. May I do well!

Right.. So I have Bio and Maths remedial tomorrow. It's gonna be a tiring day again! Suxxxxxxx. I feel so tired suddenly. Tired of dealing with emotional barriers and such. Only thing I'm looking forward to now is June hols.

American Idol later! Kris Allen = fucking sexy.

Btw, table of glory ended yesterday. Aww come on! I don't even know that it was the last episde yesterday :( sucks. And the new drama seems boring to me..

:D

Ah shit, parents will be called tmr 'cus of 'the problem'. Thanks ah, am so enjoying it. Toodles!

P/S: it's dangerous to be blogging about school stuffs and bla3.

seaweed

Hi, I am blogging again even though I told myself that I won't. But it's okay, nothing will happen. Today I brought seaweeds to school and shared with almost half the class. I feel so kind, HAHA! Sadly, Raf didn't come 'cus she's sick or something. Okay, so alot of things happened but whatever, am lazy to mention it here due to some reasons. School's been rather boring for the past few days bcos I think Ian was absent. Like.. no more jokes. HAHA. Get your jaw well soon! Oooh. Exam's in two days and here I am lazing around. Wtf?!?!! Haven't been going jogging for three days now. I will end up sleeping when I reach home. I feel like shit, really. Fuck, depression strikes! RICE SUCKS! I WILL STOP EATING RICE FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS! (haha, mengamuk sendiri)

MALAY ORAL = SUCKS BIG TIME. I was fucking struggling during the conversation. Die already, I know. I didn't know wthell I was talking about.

Mom's out for a while so I have to off the bloody computer soon and watch my chinese drama. Oh yay? Anyways, I dreamt of 'someone' two nights ago. Hahaha, only Ada knows so if you're reading this, better shut up! Hehe. I might be going to Malaysia during the June holidays. Except that it's going to be with my classmates this time. Cikgu Moo's bringin us. Oh well, hope that I'll be selected. Happy ah!!!!!!

I feel so itchy. HAHAAHAHA. I hate the lower sec people. I don't know, don't ask. I just think that they're acting all big and wtv. Stupid dumbfucks!!!! Woah, I know this is random. K bye.

star awards

All thanks to the star awards on Channel 8, I had to forget all about going jogging today. Double the disaster!!! Seriously. Thanks to Nisryna for reminding me about the star awards anyway *winks* It's pretty obvious that 'The Little Nonya' will win, ah am I not right? *raises eyebrows* My main objective is to see the hunks (haha) on teevee. Oops, I mean the actors. Majority are hot, what! Pls do not include the veterans/old actors k! Bahahah.


Dai Yang Tian won an award for Best Supporting Actor on the little nonya. Yay oh yay! Hot right? I know. He's mine *coughs* K, waiting for Elvin Ng to at least win something!

*after a few minutes*

Haha! He's receiving an award now. Woah woah woah, k lah lame. But true that he just received an award!

I'm on the phone with Raf now. Talking fishing crap! Anyway, Qi Yuwu's hair = HAHAHA. What happened?!?!?! He used to be what I considered 'hot' but now.. I don't know. Oh, I apologise for talking about the star awards. Nothing else is worth talking for now..

Yah! Back to school tomorrow. Sucks. We have to arrive by 8 instead of 8.30 due to the changing of ezlink cards. Ahh, protest! (HAHA) P.E. again. NAPFA test again. Can't wait for mid year exams! At least there's no p.e and we get to go home early. (Nooooooo have to study!) Speaking of which, I've not (literally) started studying yet. Serves me bloody right if I fail overall :'(

Kk! I will start as from tomorrow onwards. Gonna study maths at someplace in AMK after school. (Random I know ah) Hope all goes well!

Bye.

P/S: I miss you.

300 bucks

Okay, so much for not going out. Hah, Mumsy didn't get my message so when she called I said I was getting ready. Actually main reason is, SHOPPING! Hah, I knew if I were to go out with Mom, I'd have the chance to buy something. Super joy!!!

Trained to Orchard and met Mom at Tangs. Walked around and ate Fishball Noodles at some shop. I felt full even though I didn't eat for the whole day, like again... Didn't finish it. Hah, wasted $3.50!!! Went back to Tangs and....

Hmm, sooooo I spent over 300 bucks today. Which is horrible, I know! I promise I won't splurge my money on unecassary things anymore. But I think it was worth it anyway. Hahaaaaaaaa, bullshit.

Bought the Fred Perry shoes (which i long wanted btw)- $119
MINKPINK dress-$115
A new arrival Eastpak bag (dk why i bought it -.-)- $99

My ATM card is going to be maxed out pretty soon. It's only left with less than 10 pathetic dollars :( K I have to start saving. Yes yes yes yes, I will. Do not think lowly of me. I know who you are ah! HAHA.

I just got back from jogging and while on the way home, I saw a really really small kitten! Played with it till my doorstep and it won't stop meowing.. How cute. If only I could bring it home. Urgh, Mom doesn't like cats 'cos of it's poo! ZZZZZZ.





I'm too tired to even start studying. Uh okay, shall start mugging again tomorrow morning. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Probably won't be blogging for a couple of weeks. I hope so!

Hehehehehehehehe shagged.

:)

love sex and magic.

He. Is. Sexy.

I didn't eat for the whole day except for one sardine puff. And funny that I actually feel bloated and not even hungry. Oh wells, I don't care. I cooked myself some noodles. It's been ages since I've eaten maggi.

Wait. Maybe I feel bloated due to Ice lemon tea + ice apple tea + milo + plain water. Really ah? Should do this more often since it doesn't make me hungry but bad thing is, I might end up having diabetes at a freaking young age.

Today, I finally made the decision to do my NAPFA test (5 stations). Well, yes. Hah, so much for I-know-I-am-gonna-fail-so-I-give-up thingy. Anyway, I decided to go for it because of Nis. Didn't want her to go through the 5 stations all alone. I know I'm nice, right?

Bottom line is, I did pretty badly.

Sit ups- 32
Sit and reach- 53cm
Standing broad jump- 147cm
Shuttle run-(no idea but Ms Lim said I passed)
Pull Ups- 2 (hahahahahahahahahahah fuck)

Anyway, this is what happened when we were doing our Sit And Reach.

Melvin: I wanna try again. I want to get on top of Allysa.
Ms Lim: Huh? You want to get on top of her? *laughs*
Melvin: Yah I want to get higher ah.
(He gets to position. Got 52cm for the first try and 43cm (or wtv) for the second)

*everyone laughed*

To Nis, DON'T GIVE UP KAY!!! I'll give you my support, always. Yay!

Am not going for night jog today since I went jogging at Sengkang after school. Stupidly, I feel so fucking tired today. Ah, stupid!

Guess what? I've forgotten to bring back my Maths texbook, again. How am I supposed to study like this?!??!? Exam's next week and yet I can still afford to be so forgetful. I even left behind my Bio textbook and workbook in school. Raf lent me her brother's textbook. I AM GOING TO STUDY DURING THE WEEKENDS! YES HOPEFULLY.

LOOK!


Can you believe I actually looked like that when I was 12? And that's Ruzaidy. I had a crush on him. (HAHA STUPID)


All that I've ever had during those days. Miss all of you! I know I look (inserts word)

LASTLY...

PLS DON'T BE SURPRISED.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS EVEN MORE IMPOSSIBLE. ME AND RAF. SEC ONE DAYS. EEEE.

Happy weekends!!!!

P/S: I'm actually beginning to like my class.

to whom it may concern

Yes it's true.

Was playing hangman with Ian and Ada throughout the whole two periods of English. Hahaha, Ian and his oldies songs all the way. Lucky I knew one or two of them! After that was Maths lesson. Boring, once again without Leslie and gang. Sat with Ian with the intention to play hangman but Ms Karishma teared the paper :( Sad. The rest of the day was boring. I attended Bio remedial, finally! Yay yay yay.

I've had the intention to study Maths today but I just had to leave it under the table! All gone down the drain. Shit.

toodles poodles.

issues, not

I just got home from jogging, again. And my muscles are aching like fuck again.

Okay, pardon me for talking about school in my posts lately. But seriously, I've got nothing else to talk about!

Today was a little bit interesting. A little, only..

Maths lesson was pretty much lifeless and less noisy without those from 3A3. I had to sit infront where it's hot and when I felt all alone. Tomorrow's gonna be the same thing as 3A3/3A4 are going back to some ITE for some stuffs. B-O-R-I-N-G. And it's unfair that the first two classes of NA are not given the privilage to go just bcos they think we're gna make it to poly. How dumb, right?!?!?

English lessons are becoming stupid and lifeless and dumb. The new teacher doesn't even teach. All we have to do is do some work on our OWN. It's even worse that almost the whole class copied from the answer sheets (literally). Oh, we're soooooo learning something!!!!

-.-

Stayed back after school for Art thingy. Hahahaha, me and Ada were laughing our ass out most of the time. (actually a few more) The person who came from the Lyra company or wtv shit speaks really 'GOOD ASS' english. She says Landscape as 'Landskate', enhance as 'enhant' and more. Haha! I couldn't stop laughing. No offence anyways. And she kept saying 'What do you feel?' 'You must feel' 'Feel feel feel feel feel'.

Hahaha oh noooooooooo.

Toodles poodles! (HAHA)

SUSHI TIME!!!!!!!!

tuesday, what?

OLD!!!! DAMN OLD!
I. Am. Fucking. Tired.

Exhausted.

Hi hi hi hi. I just got back from jogging and my leg muscles are aching real bad. Real bad! Hah, okay get over it cos it gets better the next day. Anyways, I've been pushing myself not to stop going. Ahh, yes I'm finally determined to do something! What an accomplishment, huh. Like they say, no pain no gain. Hahahahahaha...

Ohh, ice lemon tea does quenches your thirst. No joke. Awww, so cooling. Luvvvvvv it. On the negative side, I somehow find green tea disgusting now. Sad story, I know.

School was fine (i will nvr describe my day at sch as FUN, INTERESTING OR blah3). Mdm Kartini and her usual stuff. Such as, enlarging her damn eyeballs and raising her voice out of the blue (most of the time) and it results in people laughing or having a shock.

Funny.

Art; Mdm Lydia didn't come, AGAIN. Like, this is the gaziilionth (???) time that she's been absent from school. But it's okay since we get to enjoy the aircon in the library and do some stupid things like playing 'Truth or Dare' and drooling over pictures of Sushi and Pasta in recipe books. Yummmmmmmmm.

Skipped NAFA test (bloody 5 stations) after school. I seriously think that I've got no hope in all this shits lah. Stamina = fucking low. So yeah.. (Y)

The thought of mid year exams sends chills down my spine. (HAHAHA JOKING) But still, doesn't it make you feel all nervous and somehow you'd think that on the day itself, you'll screw everything up. Forgetting formulas, definitions and blah3. Sighs.. Despite thinking this way, I am NOT doing anything.

Hah, I suck.

Maybe I should start mugging or practising damn hard Maths topics. Wish me luck!

Holla!!!!!

Haha.

Bye.

I wanna continue reading 'Hunted'.

:)

drained

Hiii!!! I went jogging earlier. For about 1 hour or so. Then walked to Tpy interchange and went to Popular.

I am quite happy because I bought two story books (it took me long enough to decide). Hahaha, I supposedly chose 4 books but Mom allowed me to buy only two books, so yeah. Quite sad actually :(

Even sad that they don't sell more of HONS books besides 'Marked'. Urghhh, stupid store. So slow, I know.

Oh well, currently drinking ice apple tea. Not as yummy as ice lemon tea in any case.

I'm such a good girl today. I've washed up and brushed my teeth. Double the joy!

TOMORROW SUCKS, PLEASE!!!!!

-


That is how life works.

Hahaha, crap I know.

Oh wells, it's almost three in the afternoon and sorry to say that I've yet to have my shower. But no, I don't stink!!! (I think?) Don't worry too much, I'll DEFINITELY head to the bathroom once I finish with this post. Ok?

Right.. Okay so I've made a really big decision overnight. Yeah. Guess what it is? Hah, fool. So basically I've decided to close my eyebrow piercing. Urgh, I know. But I find it too much of a hassle to take care of it. I mean, I have to put the stud back into the hole before I go to school and put it back out when I reach home (it's bcos of my Mom btw). And.. sometimes it bloody hurts to do it. Now I've not been putting in any stud/earstick or wtv into the hole. Good luck to me, ay.

Still, the thought of closing the hole hurts 'cus I had to go through hell getting it pierced.

Hahaha no I was kidding.

Not really.

Now I'm gonna let myself drown in the bathroom. And probably get my ass out of the house to get myself some lemon tea. Oh, such joy!

Nooooooooo tomorrow's Monday. Which means I'm going to re-do my 2.4km again. No, I'm not gonna do it. Yeh, so I give up easily but so what? Good luck people (Y) Monday blues yet again. Mondays are stupid. I love Tuesdays!!!

P/S: Nisryna, better finish up 'Hunted' by tomorrow! I'm so so so so so impatient for the book!!!!! PLS HURRY PLS PLS PLS! HAHA! See how addicted I am to the bloody house of night series now? :'(

mcspicy

Am enjoying my Mcspicy meal for breakfast + lunch = brunch. Yummylicious!!!

So yesterday my school had the Honours Day thingy and it ended at 7.30pm (which is an hour late!). The concert was most of the time boring. But the drama was funny. Mrs Koh looks pretty much the same. I mean, her hair didn't grow. She still wears the same kind of clothes. Sad, right.

After the concert, I was practically rushing home to be on time for my chinese drama. But still ended up 15 minutes late. Nevermind.

Before the concert (hahaha), me and Raf skipped school and decided to explore Singapore. Not really. Took bus 80 since we were curious to find out where we would end up at. Hah! The bus ride was superbly boring, i tell you! We then alighted at the bus stop somewhere Bugis and ate at a coffee shop. After which we headed to Raf's place. I had my shower there. Haha, so refreshing!

Omg.

I think this is getting boring..

Oh by the way, to Hady and Passerby, I don't know what song you guys are refering to 'cus my playlist is on shuffle, so go do your own research!

Here are the songs-
1)Don't trust me by 3OH!3
2)Heartbeat by Stereo Skyline
3)Uptown get around by Stereo Skyline
4)Until We Bleed by Kleerup ft. Lykke Li
5)The Heart Never Lies by Mcfly
6)POV (point of view) by Mcfly
7)Flying Solo by Chris Brown

DONE!!!!!

Will update more later! I wanna continue reading 'Untamed' and move on to the next book. Yay.

Exam's in two weeks. Die.

Anyways, does anyone know how much I got for SS? TELL ME PLS!!!!! K THANKS.

Hahahah last night I dreamt that I was on Pet Society and even earned zillions of credits! How I wished it was true though..

betrayed

Let me summarise on what I did today.

I had to clip my fringe and Mr Seng asked me, "What is that? Take it out now." (And yes, he's refering to my piercing)

I had to carry two stacks of Reader's Digest back to class on my own. It was heavy, I tell you!!!! But luckily Joanne and company helped me out a little.

Was perspiring by the time I reached the third level.

So did painting for Art lesson. Suprisingly, it was fun.

Splatter here and there. Mine was more like a shitty piece of art. But Mdm Lydia said everyone of us have got a unique way to do it. So yeaa..

4 periods of Art spent on talking pure rubbish with Hao Jun & Vincent.

BALACIN/BACIN = COOL.

Hah, that cracked me up.

My leg muscles are aching like hell. Even climbing up the stairs makes it so bloody difficult for me 'cus it hurts lah then what??!!?!!

Assembly suckz balls.

The Kunalan guy was talking to himself most of the time. Literally. Worse, he was still so full of enthusiasm when talking!

HE BORES ME TO DEATH.

I HAVE TWO DAYS OF DETENTION-TOMORROW AND THURSDAY!!!

I didn't went for the Bio remedial after sch and I bet you a hundred bucks that he's gonna start his long lecture on Friday again. Aww..

Ian, you better stop the sticking-out-of-tongue-repeatedly-like-a-snake action from tomorrow onwards because it's sick!!!! Hahahaha..

My eyes are fucking annoying because it's so itchy and it's making me rub them till it's already so watery and redish.

Dai Yingtian and Joshua are cuties ^^

Oh by the way, I am excited for the Sec 3 camp! Wooo just that I can't swim! Hahah shut up pls!

& HADY, I MISS YOU SYG. HEE HEESH!

I still like (inserts name). Dumb right..... What to do right. Melt already what (lol english)

Two guys making out, naked, in public, in a lift, is FUCKING sick. Too bad I lost the link. Someone thought girls would dig this kind of thing. Bull shit k.


Aiming to finish up this book by today. Am gonna ask Nis to bring the next series. Hah, you could tell that I'm more or less hooked to this book. Well, credits to Nis. *coughs* Anyways, I'd highly recommend you to read it if you're someone who's full of imagining or fantasies. REALLY.

Ok bye, right eye's being a bitch

:(

yawns

Today started off bad.

Oh yeah, that is an old picture!!! Me with my long long fake hair!!!! Okay, stop it. I look sort of Chinesey. Maybe it's bcos of my stupidly annoying eyes. Hah, why can't they be a whole lot bigger?!?!??! Sad.

I woke up more than an hour late. Well.. like what I mentioned in my previous post, I had thought of sleeping for a few more minutes but I end up waking up lateeeee! Hah, I panicked a little but I figured that everything will be fine as school starts at 8.30 on Mondays. Anyways, sorry Raf to have made you wait so long every morning. Hahahah, appreciate it! (HAHA!)

I fucking failed my 2.4km run today. I didn't even expected it.. What more if I wasn't prepared. Fail!!!! 20 minutes lah please. I swear I was gasping for air at that moment of time. My stamina's getting bad to worse. Nooooooo, die!

Work on it. Hahhhhhhhhhh, nah I don't think so. I'll be giving up on my NAFA Test. So, good luck :)

ART:
Mdm Lydia came. Like finally! We did our painting and this time with the second coating. Ada came empty handed. Salutations, mah homie! HAH. But she helped me with the mixture of paint anyway.

Art still sucks.

Painting is killing.

Awww...

On a brighter note, I've found my wallet! Guess where? It was in the living room. I don't know how the shit it got there but I was lucky I found it in any case. Thanks to my intelligence. Joking?

Guess what am I watching now? (Hah no more guessing games!) SCOOBY DOO! Cute show. Been some time..

I am pretty excited for June holidays. More hang outs with friends and I'll be flying over to Philippines!!!! Yay, exiciting, I tell you. I'll finally be taking an airplane after a zillion years not going overseas. Aww, I'm gonna visit my relatives there. Am feeling rather nervous about that.. I am soooooo not good at socializing or communicating. Oh why didn't I learn filipino? :(

Speaking of June, it just reminded me of our Mid Year Exams. It's in Week 6-7. About a few more weeks or rather a couple of weeks. Fuck, I better get some motivation to help me study. Or maybe determination from some kind souls. I have to do something to stop me from using the pc 24/7. Better buck up, or DIE and not face the world!

By the way, do I really seem/look like a stuck up person? Hahah been hearing from people that they thought I didn't like them and I don't know what the reason is. I mean, why? Haha, I hope to get the answer soon, hhahahaahaahah hey.

Craving for ice lemon tea. Oh shit. I am obviously not going out to the shops because I am damn lazy. Stupid right, I know. K bye.

ANTM AND PROJECT RUNWAY LATER!!!!

Goodnight.

"One of the most beautiful gifts in the world is the gift of encouragement. When someone encourages you, that person helps you over a threshold you might otherwise never have crossed on your own."

bull + shit

"Get drunk, let yer hair down."
Life's like a piece of shit. Bull shit, maybe. Sometimes it makes you feel satisfied, sometimes it makes you feel like running away from everything. Hah god, when will I ever feel like I'm on top of the world again? HAHAHAHAH. Laughing gas or maybe vodka. Noooooooo, fat hope, Allysa!

Anyways, we're back to our usual routine tomorrow. Sighs, Monday Blues once again. You hear the alarm and then you'd ignore it with the intention to wake up after a few minutes but you end up waking up half an hour later. As much as you want to sleep a little more, you know you can't. So you wake up with those barely half opened eyes and go to the toilet.. The light is hurting your eyes..

Ah, yes. I have to go through that every single school day of my life. It pretty much sucks. The thought of leaving secondary school just fills me with happiness and anxiety. But oh wells..

:(

I can't believe I actually lost my bloody wallet in my own room!!!

Shit. Shit. Shit.

And my stud is in my bloody wallet. My hole will eventually be smaller than ever!!!

I hate school. 2010 please come soon.. I'll finally be sixteen. NC-16 Movies is my main aim of course! :D

Oh btw, Mum doesn't know that I've changed the password. He he he, smart of me. Not.

I NEED A NEW BOOK TO READ!

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Something's been bugging me. Like.. disagreements and stuffs among 'us'. Haven't you notice? It may not be a big deal to any of you but it is to me. On Friday for example. You don't have to say that you're unhappy, I or rather we can obviously see it by your face expressions that you're pissed or wtv you are feeling at that moment. We were sorry for not sparing a thought, okay? And yesterday, Raf had to use your name. She is sorry that her mother used some strong/coarse/hard language on you. But really, can you not be pissed just cos of that? Uh? I'm sure helping a friend doesn't hurt.

But putting all of that aside, I still love you because you're my friend.

Yes?

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And so.. Hah, this wasn't what I expected. I thought the music video would be so much cooler in one way or another. Funny though! ^^


Backpack backpack.. Hahaha I'm laughing my ass out with Nis. But.. this was my all time favourite! Blues clues, too!